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I'm a soulless assassin.
A killer of all emotion and feeling.
A coldhearted persona of hate that destroys all that revolves around
Love, joy, happiness
Things that most people consider to be keys to living.
I wish I could understand that demeanor
But, it makes no sense to want to care.
No one has ever cared for me.
My parent left me here in this world to fend for myself
Bouncing around group home to group home
Never getting the chance to understand what family is
And consist of it
But I can say that I am consistent in never being completely whole
But a hole is what this world has gave me in myself.
I wish I had to chance to know what love truly meant but..........
Damn.......
Love is sooo overrated
Sometimes I feel like my time trying it out was time well wasted
No woman ever gave me the chance to come close to embracing the notion
Never having a long enough relationship to cause a commotion
Because some lucky lady would take advantage of my heart
And rip it from my chest to play with it like a hackey sack
Kicking and Kicking and eventually stepping all over me once they dropped it
The world has made me this way
This soulless assassin
So now,I go around taking away everyone's dreams
By doing emotional damage from passing disease to pharmaceutical schemes
From saying blasphemes taunts to never wanting to be saved
From fucking women to leaving them and half of the women are 14 years
Below my age.
There used to be a time when really did have morals
A time when I had a conscience and beliefs
Now I'm in this world to give you problems
To give this world grief.
I could have been saved if someone would have just put their hand out
Just so I can hold on before I fell from my destiny
If someone would have just gave me love and took me under their wing
If someone would have just....been....there.
...But no one wanted to help
So before I die off without a care in the world
You will know my pain by me inflicting it to you in every which way I can
No remorse, No empathy, No pain
The soulless assassin.  

©2008 LeJuane Bowens

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